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It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
15 November 2008, 10:21 PM
When I finally learnt to love again, I have to let go. I know that life is unfair. I know that we don't always get what we want, even though we want it badly. Just let it go, forget about it and pick yourself up from where you fell. Just bear in mind that it may not be an easy journey. The heartbreak, the tears, the fake smiles and fake laughs. But I'm sure, that we will finally get what we want. Some just get it earlier, some later. And when you have it, treasure it. Cuz it's special. That is why life is long. We go through phases. Whether we like it or not, we still have to go through it. And in life, it's hard to trust. Everything and everyone changes. Either for the good, or for the bad. Don't be surprised to how fast things can change. You can be crapping, laughing out loud with one of your good friends and a few hours later, the both of you might not be friends anymore. Therefore, treasure every single moment of the present. You don't know what might just happen in the future. Anybody can just leave. By leaving, as in leaving you or passing away. Who knows what might happen? Only God knows. Tell your loved ones how much you love them, for you might not be able to tell them anymore...
I guess it's just a crush, I'll get over it, I know. But the more I think about what you said, the more hurt, envious and sad I'll get. But when I think of those two guys, I try to stop my emotions from controlling me. It's just a tiny crush, I'll tell myself. Cuz perhaps it's true(:
The fate we have together, I'll always remember(: But I believe, sometimes fate is nothing. It just misleads what people believe. So I guess the fate we had was... I don't know, for fun? But believe me, I'm glad that I had known you. I had so much fun crapping with you, talking serious stuffs with you, lame-ing and bhb-ing with you :D But I might have been better off not knowing you though :/ Whatever it is, we already know each other. Good luck with the journey ahead. We'll still stay as good friends, right?(: God bless you and peace be with you...
People asking how I'm doing. But every question still has you in. I say I'm fine and I never think about you, but you're always on my mind. I'm getting over you. I'm getting over you, most of the time. If I say it like I mean it then maybe I'll believe it like it's true I'm getting over you! Even if it takes forever, I'll get my shit together. I've been doing so much better. I'm getting over you!:D
And yeah, it is true :D And oh, did I tell you guys that Paolo drew a portrait of me?! I bet I haven't told you guys yet! But yeah, he did! Visit his blog to check it out!:D I linked him, under 'WoodlandsRing Sec'. I'll upload that drawing someday (: Damn sweet right?! And what's more, he drew that by memory! I feel like the luckiest girl ever! *grinning like a retard*
Well goodnight everyone! Maria has to get her beauty sleep already lah! (:
Been feeling down lately, it's time to feel up! ;D
i'm treasuring every single person now, for it might be too lil too late someday