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It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
06 November 2008, 8:04 PM
I stare up at the stars, I wonder just where you are, you feel a million miles away
Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
Just snap, and everything became different. Just a few days ago, we were laughing like crazy.
How true when they say "Who knows what will happen next in life".
Because who knows things would turn out this way so soon? I really am lost.
Have I lost a friend? Or is this just the typical-friends-quarrel? I don't know.
This is the first time I cried because of you. I chose to believe it's in a friend way.
I promised myself and told others not to shed a tear for guys, because it's not worth it.
I need a friend, somebody to be there, to talk to. Because it seems like everyone is leaving.
I guess I get jealous too easily, and I'm too selfish. Whatever it is, I hope everything will be fine.
I wish the tense atmosphere between us would loosen up. I believe you feel it too..
Training today was like usual, except it wasn't that fun anymore.
Coach was stressed up about considering whether we sec1 netballers should enter next year's North Zone Competition. I feel pressure upon us coming. Oh, greaaaaaat.
I want so badly to enter the competition and even get into second round.
I was more serious in trainings than ever, putting my 101% even in the drills.
I just hope my blurness wouldn't affect what Coach thinks of me: whether I'm trying my best or not. But I'm really really really trying my very best.
I just hope by that one month, we could prove to Coach and the other teachers that we're cut to play for the North Zone next year. Jiayou to all of us! :D
My target is to as good as the seniors. It's magical watching them play on court.
Coach stressed that now we're better than them when they were in sec1. Which was last year.
It's hard to believe, really. You should see how good they are! (:
My legs are hurting and I'm so looking forward to tomorrow's training. NOT!
I have no choice but to bear with the tortures for 2 months D:
I don't even know why I chose netball as my CCA! Oh great, just great.
I'm gonna have my dinner now, goodnight people! (:
I wish I could turn back the time...