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20 February 2008, 9:15 AM
YAYNESS :DI escaped going to school today. Whoooots~!!! But must make myself sick, to get an MC. Wth man, but nvms. I'd rather not go to school. I cried more than ever last night. Cuz Eugene doesn't even wanna be friends with me. Am I that despicable?? [wrong spelling] Haish. Yeah, I guess so. Our conversation MARIA: You okay or not ? EUGENE: no MARIA: whhyyy ? ppl bully you ? EUGENE: i hate ur blog MARIA: Why ? my blog again. MARIA: u still read arh ?? EUGENE: oh ya EUGENE: we break liao EUGENE: dun need care me MARIA: u r still my FREN EUGENE: lol MARIA: i treat all my frens the same EUGENE: i dun wan be freinds MARIA: thn ????????? EUGENE: be nobody MARIA: :'( frens also duwan be. MARIA: i so the ling ren tao yan arrh ? MARIA: frens really also cnt be arh ? MARIA: okay lo ... im just so used to worry bout u. i'll change. MARIA: now then i noe this is how much you hate me EUGENE: no EUGENE: EVEN theresa sae u change MARIA: oh, her. you'd rather listen to her. u dnt noe dat she HATED me. MARIA: yeah, whtever. this is how much u just hate me. EUGENE: she no hate u MARIA: i dnt care if she hates me or not MARIA: i just noe tht u hate me EUGENE: lol EUGENE: no MARIA: u're denying MARIA: go listen to other ppl ba EUGENE: fine dun believe MARIA: theresa is nt even close to me, how would she noe how am i like ???? yeah, easy. to everyone's eyes, IM SUCH A BLOOODY FUCKING BITCH THAT IS NOT WORTH BEING FRIENDS WITH MARIA: three things ; 1) hope whoever u love now loves u as much back. 2) i noe u hate me, but i dnt hate you. 3) have a happy, happy life (: MARIA: With that , we're frens or whatever no more. Gone just like that. It hurts alot. I really have to treat him as a stranger. I seriously NEED to get over him. I need help, right fxcking NOW. Didn't go to school cuz I don't wanna see him. I will burst out crying during any classes when I think of him. Very the damn paiseh you know ?????? Scaryyyy. The school called. Whoaa. Just cuz of the freaking fact that I'm not in school. I didn't think our relationship would just end this way. But I guess it's how he wants it to be. Whoever the person he likes now is lucky. If he ever stead with someone, I'll make sure she loves him more than I do. The lucky girl got what I can't live without. A.K.A , my ex-boyfriend - Eugene. I'll move on, I'll try (: Like what my friends and mum says ; It's not worth ending your life over a guy. It's not worth crying over a guy, Especially when he doesn't loves you anymore. It's so wierd without him. Hmmmmms... I guess he's having a greaaaat time now. Especially when I'm not in school. Maybe he is asking someone for stead now?? I don't know and I'm not supposed to care. Cuz we're total strangers. Except that I love him. ALOT ='( |