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20 October 2007, 4:00 PM
Hello Dears!Really not in the mood to joke around. I'm feeling wierd all around. I felt that everything had change.... Nothing stayed the same anymore. Nothing is the same. Haish... But why? Last night didn't plan to sleep. But mum kaypo-ed me. So just ran into the room and prayed first. But I fell asleep shortly after that. Firstly, I really do miss Darling much. Period. I'm not going on anymore. I might be teeling my probs, Or what I so feel now, to the whole world. As the saying goes "Don't hang your dirty linens in public" Whats more, Aolin at TPY. Cant overnight with her. Sobs. Damnn sian!! I really wish to spill it all out. I hate my hp! Last time used to have msg from Eugene from early in the morning when I'm still sleeping till night. But now, he hardly ever msg. I admit I was kinda pissed bout this.. But I realised it was not his fault. It's that EVERYTHING & EVERYONE is changing. I just let it be, switched off my hp and went to sleep. He asked [via SMS] if I'm angry. I just say no. I didn't want him to be sad. And I'm not angry. Cant help it, the whole world is changing. I really want a listening ear, A shoulder to lean on, While I let it all out and cry. I don't wanna let it all out by talking to myself and cry alone. I want someone whom I can confide in here with me now. I hate keeping it all inside me. Could I confide in my boyfriend? Will he lend me a listening ear and his shoulder? I'm wondering .... I feel empty. Really empty. If only I could just close my eyes...and never open them.... Aolin I NEED you to come back now.. I NEED to tell you my things... Why your father took you away at the wrong time ?!?!! COME BACK FAST FAST CAN?? PLEASE!!! And let's spend the night together.. Listening to radio.. Joking, Snacking like mad, Keeping quiet, Gossiping & Sharing our problems... Kayy, so I'm crying now. LOL. Come back fast larh. I also miss you. And I hope u dont have to live with ur dad nx year!! Live with me!!!! Haha, I so bad dont let you live with him.. |
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