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08 August 2007, 6:32 PM
HEY dears.Guess I was being too harsh with Gabriel the previous post huh? Yeah, I was. I`m sorry. I don`t know what got into me. Maybe its just that I miss him badly. I read my previous post; Those when I havent stead with Gabriel. And the feeling came back to me. The feeling of me loving him all my life. The feeling of me waiting for him no matter what. I`m really not sure if I still like him. But I will always have to remember this: Its all over between us. Guess we are not meant to be, not destinated for each other. For him, Jing Si is THE ONE . For me... I don`t know. Maybe I'll be like this, wandering around, Hoping to find a miracle in life, Till THE ONE for me comes. Maybe he is already here. But I just didn`t realised it. Maybe. Life doesn`t belong to me now. I don`t feel at home or loved. I just feel... Hurt. Well who cares anyway? I just know that... I really miss Gabriel badly. Really miss him. I see everyday in school, but he always looks away. He hates me. Yeah, like who doesn`t knows. Pherhaps, I still love him. I think I still do. It's never easy to give up on the one I really love. But his heart is with Jing Si, and he wants her. All I can do is give him/them my blessings. And open the window ahead of me, lead a new life. Look out there in the open. Find some kind of new love. Well, maybe. Haiish... I gtg now. See uu soon. |
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