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11 June 2007, 7:25 PM
Hello readers.Its just a simple welcome, from a simple girl. With a simple life. I miss my darling lots. I really cant wait to see him again. There's alot of questions flooding in my brain right now. " Will I smile to him as a form of greeting?' " Will I talk to him?" " Will he smile to me?" " Will he talk to me?" " Will we go to our Chinese class together?" " Will we hang out with each other?" Many many many things in my mind. Okaiish, one time, Backside ask Aolin this question. " What will happen if Maria && Gabriel kiss ar?" Then I was like " Kiss then kiss lah! As if anything will happen" Aolin agreed with me. But in my mind, I was like " Ya. What will happen? Will I get to face him ever again? Anyways, will he even kiss me?" Hahas. Kiss Thats all I could think of. Huh? No way! Aiiya,, Frankly larhs. I really wonder if he will be THE ONE . The one who will give me my first kiss . Okay, well, Sacha had hers dunno how many centuaries ago. And Aolin, many many many BC ago. Not that I'm jealous and wann it NOW . Its just that, I feel that me && darling are in a RELATIONSHIP . A relationship where alot of trust is needed. And I trust him. Its not one kind of relationship where I dun even noe what LOVE is. Okaiish, so I was childish last time. I really didn't understand && know what love is. It is only when I love him I noe. Many many many wonders in my mind. Kiss. Holding hands. Dating. Marriage. Wait a minute NO! WHAT! NO! Ummm...... did I just really typed ''Marriage" ? OMG. No. Erase it! Thoughts: Kiss. Holding hands. Dating. Get it? Okay. Good. Aiiya, drop the kiss topic larhs. Make me think more. Words Okay, so wonders, wonders & more wonders again. Now its about words. Cuz I dont talk to him. Yes, I dont. Only chat with him vis MSN. If thats the case, its supposed to be type lahhs. No talking included. Will I master up the courage to talk to him? To face him? I dont noe... I just feel very shy... SOMEBODY! Does anyone understands how I feel? I hope someone does. I wann alot to talk to him. But Im too shy to. I wann so much to look at him in the eye and smile to him. But Im too shy too. Cant believe Im that shy. But its true... Darling, I love you! Aiiya,, I wann go end this post liia0s lahhs. Got Campus Superstar, me wann watch. Cuz Im gonna join that competiton. And become a renowned singer. Ahhhss...... Oooopps! Im day-dreaming again. Hehes. Ok lahhs, the show wont wait for me de. Hehes. I Love You, Darling! Takecares :) ' 18.o5.o7 " mariaLovesgabriel |